食言

don't trust my words

don't trust my promises

at this moment

cause even myself

could not be trust anymore

be patient to me please

i'll use action to prove it

don't ask me when

i only can say

快了

慢慢的体验到了

为何

有些人宁愿选择

如此的一个生活

如此的一个决定

sorry

对不起

对自己说

让自己

一次又一次的

放纵

放肆

食言

对不起

对爱我的朋友

一次又一次

让你们

失望

唉！

我的定力

我的念力

我的坚持

我的原则

我的自律

去了哪里啦 ？

再这样下去

我的人生

就是一踏糊涂了

吊 ！

i dunno why i did not reject

there is so many ways i can do to reject

but i did not

and i just let it be

why does this happened ?

i'm feeling that i'm searching so answer

searching something there

but i just couldn't describe it solidly

what i want to find out ?

what am i curious of ?

i had no idea

first time is like that

second time also like that

my life is a mess now

totally gone mess

awwwwwww

my limit expanded

or lets say

i had no limit at all now

OMG !!!

i'm waiting

one more weeks...

it will be december

my hearts

when are you feeling to come back ?

i'm waiting you

i'm giving a due now

by before my birthday

your return

will be a great present for myself

梦

继续让它去

即使

它

不会实现

但也没关系

起码

有个寄托

转换

一个视野

未必不好

sentimental

今夜特感性

那个梦

真的把沉睡的心

摇醒了

泪不停不停

的划过脸颊

累的夜

但，脑海特清醒

果然

没想像中好

太执着了

i'm just

someone

with

incomplete

heart

don't

come

near

me

cause

i

don't

wish

to

hurt

you

i

can't

give

you

return

can

you

give

up

on

me

?

seriously

i'm not ready

you

exist in wrong timing

天方夜谭

莫名其妙

莫名其妙

莫名其妙

疯了

怎么发这样的梦

真是天方夜谭

应该

要跳进泳池清醒清醒

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疯了疯了