past tense

saw the photos

and the scene remind me of past

in the past

i always piggy back on his broad and strong body

and in the present now

the person now is not me anymore

i felt the sourish

but in the mean time

i felt sweet

as in...

i saw his smile

at least he is happy

complicated feeling in me now

nvm~~~

fall in love with this song again

"i love you like a love song"

it cheers me at least ~~~~

以前

曾经

已是往事

残留的

只有回忆

现在

未来

我期待

:)

Air Supply - Making Love Out Of Nothing At All (HQ Audio)(SOLID GOLD)

making love out of nothing at all ~~~

can a couple purely understand the meaning inside it ?

do you know the creation of making love ?

do you know why god created that way

this is the way when

we feel each other

so close

so near

just like two in one

without -you-

without -me-

is a -we-

is the way we feel intimacy

not for pleasure

yet not for leisure as well

is the purely way to feel each other

so deeply

that's call making love

and yet

couple nowadays

is called making sex

where do the love gone to ?

haih !

sigh

accidentally got drag into a little bit complicated situation

and i shall pull a stop on it

before it goes worst

hmm...

dislike this situation

why it is always so complicated to me

i'm should be the causes....

responsibilities lies on me....

i shall face the wall and think deeply

Selena Gomez & The Scene - Love You Like A Love Song

currently in love with this song...

cause...it reminds me of some scene

romantic yet like a bubble bubbling...

~short life~

that moment is kinda special

been long did not involve in that kind of life

and i felt young again

just like in uni life...

and i realize, the evil in my heart

starting to wake up

its been slept for one and half year

and is not gone yet, just hibernate

oh god ! i need my angel to control my devil

if not...i really how far it will bring me gone to

*pray hard

is a sin but i like it...

shit !!!

denial stage

再堕落

再犯贱

的日子

虽然很轻松

但

该是时候

醒醒了

疯也疯过了

颠也颠过了

犯贱也犯贱过了

是时候

把身分拉高了

come on

let me be a baby girl

at least for few moment

am too tired to be so rationally thinking

let me

let me

just let my emotion take over

do what ever i feel like doing

without thinking the consequences

without thinking the value

without thinking the worthy

just be irresponsible for at least now

i'm emotionally very tired

默读伤悲-林忆莲

给我一点时间

默读自己的伤悲

让自己清醒

让自己看清

不被自己相信所相信的

被蒙蔽

忘了真相

句号

那天你的突如其来，

就好像把我给催眠了

一个礼拜过了

我也该醒了

再一次的

你，abuse my trust to you, abuse my confident to you, abuse my love to you

三次

的给你机会

三次

的你无视它

那你别埋怨我，把一切责任堆积于我身上

为何放弃你

为何放开手

为何不信你

我，等你成熟

等得好累

我要休息

你不给我句号

没关系

就让我帮你画上吧

你没有的勇气

我帮你做

loving you is never tired

if you lend a hand for me

and together we fight for future

but now,

loving you is very tired and tortured for my heart

cause you keep your hand away from me

i can't hold any longer just keep hoping to see you show your hand to me

if helping you to get awake is a mistake

then i shall let you fall now

if fall that only can awake you

entire 3 months plus

you keep repeating the same mistake

you never learn from past

if this time you did not learn

i don't know how your future will be

you always said "past didn't represent future"

but for me, "your past determine your future"

do you understand what i mean ?

i can't worry you much anymore

cause i have my life to go own

i only sacrifice for the person that willing to fight future with me

i'm not strong

i'm not tough

i cry everyday and night

but sooner or later

i'll find back the smile in my face

not the fake one

but the sincere smile ever come deeply from my heart

:)