Thursday, February 23, 2012

if and only if and only you know

何曾有过
满满的感觉
在一夜间,空了

何曾有过
曾以为永恒不变
在一夜间,变了

何曾有过
挣扎许久,以为不能
在一夜间,通了

如果
可以
我想,
在一夜间,执着没了

那该有多好。。。


sentimental night
never stop thinking of you
never stop thinking of the scene
never stop thinking of the decision
never stop from regretting

hey,
can you tell me
if
and if
that scene
the decision choose is different
will be the ending be different too?
will be the result be different from now?

hey,
can you tell?

hey,
how to let you go from my world ?

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Julia Stone - The Memory Machine lyrics

there are some scene happened in life
which we never can forget how it feels
and the only words we can utter to describe this feeling are
-i miss u-


Saturday, February 11, 2012

shattering

the biggest fear in me

-high expectation- from people around me

this is a big stress and tension

yes, it can be a positive drive but its a pressure which i couldn't ignore and let it go

all i can said is...

be the best

do the best

~sigh~

by the way

i appreciate the honor given by everyone....



心里
好模糊
明明
看得见的前路
如今
我好像迷路了

天啊
雾啊雾啊
快散开


-最终的问题-
心态

Thursday, February 9, 2012

执着无谓的执著 - 遗憾

昨夜
与友人深谈后
才发觉

原来
到如今
为何我的心,偶时会不知觉的 - 痛 , 酸

感觉有种遗憾
有种,错了的感觉

原来
我的遗憾来自“那天”


如果那天
我坚持
我忍受
我静思

也许
结局
会有所不一样


是我不够
- 坚强
- 忍辱
- 等待

吗?

原来
我会为此
而流泪

因为
我是那么的在意

好想有个从来
如果那天-我做了不一样的决定
今天,的结局应该不是如此。。。


竟是如此
也许 - 只有荒唐

因为
我就是-我-
即使有个-从来-
我,还是会做回原来的决定

太傲慢了
我忍受不了-些许委屈

也许,
到头来
我选择,爱自己多一点
所以,放弃了-坚持-

我没那个毅力
我承认


still having deep feeling on you
but it lost confirmation
"it" lost the purpose of loving
and miserable whether it is loving
or actually a matter of winning

feeling upset for the lost of the loved one
or
feeling upset for the lost of the relationship that built

all lost its conformity
unanswered question ever

well,
valentine coming
making me even more sensitive and sentimental

love you
well care

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

原来
女人味 是如此酝酿

原来
魅力 是如此创造

原来
成熟 是如此培养

这一切 的一切
都要经过

撕心裂肺 痛心 泪水

所得来的

真的 很不容易
真的 千辛万苦
真的 坎坷

偶时

心酸,
为何美丽的背后
总是要经过一番的丑陋


Sunday, January 29, 2012

dream @ reality

facts

-dream can't give you better live, if gives you hardwork and tiredness, but you earn the grace of a mentality-

-reality, you aim for nothing but only the pieces of paper that we called money, a value that gives good life-


sometimes how good i wish i have no wish no aim
so that i can blend into my family
and doing what they are doing

sometimes how good i wish my family just like last time
moderate living
so that i still can do what i want to do
and they will not over border my choices

sometimes how good i wish
i'm just an obedient girl, not strong principle
so that i can follow my family footstep
and i'm happy to do what they wanted me to be

sometimes,
is just sometimes

reality still a reality

i just hope that i can hang on till i reach i touch i get my dream that
they never understand and value

i only can said
we have different perception

cause i might be the exception of this family

(i need a shoulder for me to lean when i'm lost and tired, cause i'm tired of the question anymore)
怀疑
每一次
都怀疑

有梦想
有理想

是好事吗

在这个家庭里

也许

因为
现实都是残酷
梦想,靠不住

那,
现在
我该放弃
我所坚持
的梦想吗


给予 - 一直纠缠环绕的问题




Tuesday, January 10, 2012

all the best :)

不知觉
原来有整整一个月了

整个月的相处下来
真的真的
很梦幻
也很飘渺

梦幻泡影
似真亦假

但这次
是真的了

祝你一路顺风
有缘
还是会再 见的吧
有心还是会保持联络的吧


~随缘随缘~


you are just like a mood controller for me
is glad to know you
cause i loved fireworks