Friday, March 30, 2012

exception or w/o

is there any exception ?
i wonder~~~

seeing too many ugly truth
it change my positiveness towards people's words

sorry
not to offend
but just to protect myself more


Wednesday, March 28, 2012

how ?

思想影响了思维
思维成了你的决定
决定导致你的作为
你的作为将是你的人格
人格成为了你的形象

人们就是以你的形象
来认知你

那我
是如何的形象在大众的眼里

hey friend,
i know u r freak out
nvm is ok
we are always there with u
helping u to find out the answer

i'm strong enough to handle
ur sudden idiotic demand

u just need to buy me a good dinner
that's all what i want

just FYI
(anyone who read it)
i'm not ready yet
cause i'm not fully recover
so pls stay a distance
a safe distance
before u or u or u
who ever
get poke by my thorns

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

致 :愚蠢的家伙

一瓶红酒
一系列 julia stone 的歌曲

慢慢的
慢慢的

疏解我心中的纳闷

迟钝了
我的感官

延慢了心中思念

缓慢了心中无奈


今夜,想你了
终于
汹涌的
汹涌的
舍不得
都掩盖不住了

~我真愚蠢~

looking out the window
the sky reminds me that
the world is big
there is lot of things waiting there to be done

but right now
this moment
i wanna pause
pause the rushing tempo
and enjoy
enjoy the feeling of thinking bout you

its been long
i did not really care what i'm feeling truly

and now
i'm glad
i'm not truly blind myself by making tight schedule

i know
the feeling
will slowly
slowly
fade off

never regret of loving
but
regret it never ever lasting

~cheers for ppl that reading my blog~

Thursday, February 23, 2012

if and only if and only you know

何曾有过
满满的感觉
在一夜间,空了

何曾有过
曾以为永恒不变
在一夜间,变了

何曾有过
挣扎许久,以为不能
在一夜间,通了

如果
可以
我想,
在一夜间,执着没了

那该有多好。。。


sentimental night
never stop thinking of you
never stop thinking of the scene
never stop thinking of the decision
never stop from regretting

hey,
can you tell me
if
and if
that scene
the decision choose is different
will be the ending be different too?
will be the result be different from now?

hey,
can you tell?

hey,
how to let you go from my world ?

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Julia Stone - The Memory Machine lyrics

there are some scene happened in life
which we never can forget how it feels
and the only words we can utter to describe this feeling are
-i miss u-


Saturday, February 11, 2012

shattering

the biggest fear in me

-high expectation- from people around me

this is a big stress and tension

yes, it can be a positive drive but its a pressure which i couldn't ignore and let it go

all i can said is...

be the best

do the best

~sigh~

by the way

i appreciate the honor given by everyone....



心里
好模糊
明明
看得见的前路
如今
我好像迷路了

天啊
雾啊雾啊
快散开


-最终的问题-
心态

Thursday, February 9, 2012

执着无谓的执著 - 遗憾

昨夜
与友人深谈后
才发觉

原来
到如今
为何我的心,偶时会不知觉的 - 痛 , 酸

感觉有种遗憾
有种,错了的感觉

原来
我的遗憾来自“那天”


如果那天
我坚持
我忍受
我静思

也许
结局
会有所不一样


是我不够
- 坚强
- 忍辱
- 等待

吗?

原来
我会为此
而流泪

因为
我是那么的在意

好想有个从来
如果那天-我做了不一样的决定
今天,的结局应该不是如此。。。


竟是如此
也许 - 只有荒唐

因为
我就是-我-
即使有个-从来-
我,还是会做回原来的决定

太傲慢了
我忍受不了-些许委屈

也许,
到头来
我选择,爱自己多一点
所以,放弃了-坚持-

我没那个毅力
我承认


still having deep feeling on you
but it lost confirmation
"it" lost the purpose of loving
and miserable whether it is loving
or actually a matter of winning

feeling upset for the lost of the loved one
or
feeling upset for the lost of the relationship that built

all lost its conformity
unanswered question ever

well,
valentine coming
making me even more sensitive and sentimental

love you
well care