Tuesday, May 29, 2012

silence habit - silence killer

silent

awake me that

u had become part of my life

u have turned it as a habit in my life

i wonder

if this were part of ur plan

i am insecure

i shall get rid of this habit as soon as possible

before i am addicted

u idiot !!!

Monday, May 28, 2012

Time

there is a feeling
i had kept it deep some where corner of my heart

till i almost forgot bout its existence

there is a thing
i had kept hide it deep some were inside my brain

till i almost ignore its existence

you may said it was type of denial and runaway

but

for me, is a way i can soothe down my emotion

and slowly let the time take over the pain

and slowly let the time wash away the pain

and slowly let the time - make me stronger


don't ask me why i still can't let go
cause
i'm still learning how to let go
i'm on my way
i'm standing up with my own
not with a substitution

i'm proud to say that...




Thursday, May 24, 2012

~changes~

if this is a turning point

i'll accept it with joy and great heart

cause i know

this is god planned it for me

is just whether i wanna accept it or not

hmmm

now, i'm ready :)

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

padlock

枷锁
太紧 太紧

勒的
太紧 太紧

最终
才醒然

从未放松过
从未放过己

一直都在为难着
与己过不去


Saturday, May 19, 2012

art of ignorance

the art of ignorance

we have our own thoughts
we have our own behavior
we have our own attitude
we have our own principle

there is lots of thing and people outside there
which is
opposite from what we think
opposite form what we behave
opposite from what we do
opposite from out principle

we can't make them to do what we do
we can't make them to thing what we thing

the only thing we can do is

INFLUENCE

if influence can't works

the best solution is

IGNORE

to avoid from getting upset and anxious ~~~


your r the  person who raise me
so ???
means i need to obey  like a soldier without own feeling
sorry to be honest
impossible
i still stay respect
because of wad u hv sacrifice
but not because i truly respect who u r

god damm it!!!
can u stop doing thing that makes me hate u even more...
am really feeling to earn as much as i can
and move out from this bloody hell !!!

Thursday, May 17, 2012

speechless

如果如此
持续发疯

我真的要离家出走了

to be honest
my EQ is not high

dun try to test my limit
when i burst
i don't know what hurtful thing i might do

pls pls !!!
stop the drama
before i give you drama




Wednesday, May 16, 2012

怄气 ???

为何怄气
怄气赢了
又如何

搞到气氛如此
然后?

不明白
想不透

个人觉得
这是个浪费时间的心理折磨
对不起
对我没效

但是
因为你
搞到
全部人如此紧张兮兮

真的很令人讨厌
因为
想置身事外
都很难

都被拖下水了
knn

我已经很烦了
为何
要多添加我的苦

你成熟点好吗

烦!!!
最近都不想呆在家