emo

being whole day staying at home resting

is not a good thing for me

the day without activities

the day without hassles

i think alot

i think bout my past

i think bout my present

i think bout my future

i'm afraid

i'm confused somehow

i can't see my future clearly

my mind is blank of it

i can't sense my present now

i don't know am i passing my day meaningfully or not

i can't let go my past so easily as i thought

i still remember every scene and every feeling of it

it still can give me a slight ache on the chest

i'm very tired today

but couldn't get a very well rest

as the brain keep spinning around the past present and future

how good

if i can just shut down

i hate miserable feelings

i hate miserable things