对不起
对自己说
让自己
一次又一次的
放纵
放肆
食言
对不起
对爱我的朋友
一次又一次
让你们
失望
唉！
我的定力
我的念力
我的坚持
我的原则
我的自律
去了哪里啦 ？
再这样下去
我的人生
就是一踏糊涂了
吊 ！
i dunno why i did not reject
there is so many ways i can do to reject
but i did not
and i just let it be
why does this happened ?
i'm feeling that i'm searching so answer
searching something there
but i just couldn't describe it solidly
what i want to find out ?
what am i curious of ?
i had no idea
first time is like that
second time also like that
my life is a mess now
totally gone mess
awwwwwww
my limit expanded
or lets say
i had no limit at all now
OMG !!!
