sorry

对不起

对自己说

让自己

一次又一次的

放纵

放肆

食言

对不起

对爱我的朋友

一次又一次

让你们

失望

唉！

我的定力

我的念力

我的坚持

我的原则

我的自律

去了哪里啦 ？

再这样下去

我的人生

就是一踏糊涂了

吊 ！

i dunno why i did not reject

there is so many ways i can do to reject

but i did not

and i just let it be

why does this happened ?

i'm feeling that i'm searching so answer

searching something there

but i just couldn't describe it solidly

what i want to find out ?

what am i curious of ?

i had no idea

first time is like that

second time also like that

my life is a mess now

totally gone mess

awwwwwww

my limit expanded

or lets say

i had no limit at all now

OMG !!!