句点

finally done the last things

everything is REALLY pull to an end

this time is REALLY an end d...

fiu ~~~

never thought that making you hating me is so easy

never thought that making you mad at me is so easy

good...

like that you only can set my soul free

cause i don't feel your love and misses anymore

then i can proudly walked off by saying

'this one, is not my destiny...cause his heart had no space for me'

i'm a stubborn woman ever

as long as i felt a slightly emotion of feeling of yours on me,

i will hold tight

so, making you hate me

and not keeping a slight of feeling

only i can completely let myself free

without regret

i'm now without regret saying that

"i'm leaving you"

burn all the memories

let the wind took the ashes

we leave the memories to sky

and only sky knew

once, there are a couple

so in love

so heartbreak

and lastly

they walked the opposite way

to find their

own destiny

面子

给我来说

只是个皮囊

我可以撕破脸皮

搞得难堪

如果

这个方法

可以得到我要得结果

我无所谓

i dun mind the process

result is my only concern

Oscar

残余的爱

剩下的余温

粉碎的记忆

破碎的情感

这样的一份感情，

不能要

要不得

已经

不完整

已经

不是当初

已经

不是初衷

making a story that is not true

and making you to believe

is really a hard task for me to do so

but is alright

i'm best oscar queen ever

at least the moment

you hate me

that is the result i want

which we both can move on

the last

再一次的

我

用狠毒的语言

伤害了

我的爱

因为

只有这样

他

会彻底，彻底

放下我

放下一切

不再欺骗自己

真诚的

往前走

这是

我最后

最后

能为你做的

this will be the last

i tear for you

my heart will close

my feeling will fade

everything

i left with the dust

張惠妹 - 還有眼淚就好 MV

is alright

as long as you still can shed a tear

means u tried before

means u loved before

means u hurt before

be strong and do not afraid to escape and runaway

support support o ~~~~

emo

being whole day staying at home resting

is not a good thing for me

the day without activities

the day without hassles

i think alot

i think bout my past

i think bout my present

i think bout my future

i'm afraid

i'm confused somehow

i can't see my future clearly

my mind is blank of it

i can't sense my present now

i don't know am i passing my day meaningfully or not

i can't let go my past so easily as i thought

i still remember every scene and every feeling of it

it still can give me a slight ache on the chest

i'm very tired today

but couldn't get a very well rest

as the brain keep spinning around the past present and future

how good

if i can just shut down

i hate miserable feelings

i hate miserable things

离开

有一天谈到这个话题

让我，深思了一下

如果有一天

突然的离去

我的葬礼

我希望是白色与紫色 色调

浪漫的

温柔的

气息

我的葬礼

要我很多很多

蒲公英

不里

我就是要

因为

它，象征自由，坚强

我的葬礼

要播着我喜爱的歌

carpenters - close to you

adele - one and only

air supply - making love out of nothing at all

eric clapton - wonderful tonight

还有很多，还没想到

我的葬礼

我允许我的亲爱们哭

你们就哭吧

可是不要太久哦

可以的话，聊聊我们以前做过的傻事

回忆我

怀念我

不要把我忘了

我害怕

被遗忘的感觉

真的，很怕

我的葬礼

我要我的亲爱们

穿的花枝招展， 化妆

要美美的

就像我们一起出街时那么的吸引

因为，最后的旅程

我都要美美的

而我

我要穿白色的连身裙， 长长的

如果，不幸的脸死得很丑

请盖上白布在我脸

不想到最后

让你们看到丑丑的我

我接收不到咯

我的葬礼

我要我的遗照

是笑的够力够力灿烂

如果我有拍到这样的照片的话

past tense

saw the photos

and the scene remind me of past

in the past

i always piggy back on his broad and strong body

and in the present now

the person now is not me anymore

i felt the sourish

but in the mean time

i felt sweet

as in...

i saw his smile

at least he is happy

complicated feeling in me now

nvm~~~

fall in love with this song again

"i love you like a love song"

it cheers me at least ~~~~

以前

曾经

已是往事

残留的

只有回忆

现在

未来

我期待

:)