Tuesday, November 29, 2011

食言

don't trust my words
don't trust my promises

at this moment

cause even myself
could not be trust anymore


be patient to me please

i'll use action to prove it

don't ask me when

i only can say

快了


慢慢的体验到了
为何
有些人宁愿选择
如此的一个生活
如此的一个决定

Sunday, November 27, 2011

sorry

对不起
对自己说

让自己
一次又一次的
放纵
放肆
食言

对不起
对爱我的朋友
一次又一次
让你们
失望

唉!

我的定力
我的念力
我的坚持
我的原则
我的自律

去了哪里啦 ?

再这样下去

我的人生
就是一踏糊涂了

吊 !

i dunno why i did not reject
there is so many ways i can do to reject
but i did not
and i just let it be

why does this happened ?
i'm feeling that i'm searching so answer
searching something there
but i just couldn't describe it solidly

what i want to find out ?
what am i curious of ?
i had no idea

first time is like that
second time also like that

my life is a mess now
totally gone mess

awwwwwww

my limit expanded
or lets say
i had no limit at all now

OMG !!!

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

i'm waiting

one more weeks...
it will be december

my hearts
when are you feeling to come back ?

i'm waiting you

i'm giving a due now

by before my birthday

your return

will be a great present for myself


继续让它去

即使
不会实现

但也没关系

起码
有个寄托

转换
一个视野

未必不好

Sunday, November 6, 2011

sentimental

今夜特感性

那个梦
真的把沉睡的心
摇醒了

泪不停不停
的划过脸颊

累的夜
但,脑海特清醒

果然
没想像中好

太执着了

i'm just
someone
with
incomplete
heart

don't
come
near
me

cause
i
don't
wish
to
hurt
you

i
can't
give
you
return

can
you
give
up
on
me
?

seriously
i'm not ready
you
exist in wrong timing

Saturday, November 5, 2011

天方夜谭

莫名其妙
莫名其妙
莫名其妙

疯了
怎么发这样的梦

真是天方夜谭

应该
要跳进泳池清醒清醒

@@
疯了疯了

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

句点

finally done the last things

everything is REALLY pull to an end

this time is REALLY an end d...

fiu ~~~

never thought that making you hating me is so easy

never thought that making you mad at me is so easy

good...

like that you only can set my soul free

cause i don't feel your love and misses anymore

then i can proudly walked off by saying

'this one, is not my destiny...cause his heart had no space for me'

i'm a stubborn woman ever

as long as i felt a slightly emotion of feeling of yours on me,

i will hold tight

so, making you hate me

and not keeping a slight of feeling

only i can completely let myself free

without regret

i'm now without regret saying that

"i'm leaving you"

burn all the memories
let the wind took the ashes
we leave the memories to sky
and only sky knew
once, there are a couple
so in love
so heartbreak
and lastly
they walked the opposite way
to find their
own destiny

面子
给我来说
只是个皮囊
我可以撕破脸皮
搞得难堪
如果
这个方法
可以得到我要得结果
我无所谓
i dun mind the process
result is my only concern

Monday, October 24, 2011

Oscar

残余的爱

剩下的余温

粉碎的记忆

破碎的情感

这样的一份感情,

不能要
要不得

已经

不完整

已经

不是当初

已经

不是初衷


making a story that is not true
and making you to believe

is really a hard task for me to do so

but is alright

i'm best oscar queen ever

at least the moment

you hate me

that is the result i want

which we both can move on